As the title says, I've been diagnosed with anxiety and depressive symptoms — that happened last Saturday.

Never saw that coming, honestly. I thought I wasn't depressed, but turns out I kind of am.

Then that evening, on someone's advice, I went to see a movie to unwind. Since the May Day releases were all pretty meh, and I was in the mood for some Bocchi goodness, I went straight to the second part of Bocchi the Rock! (which happened to be its first day in mainland theaters).

Just like the first part, there were only 4 people in the whole theater (truly a solo viewing).

Also snagged the bonus merch~ (though I have no idea where I put the one from the first part).

Back at the dorm, facing the mess I'd made the day before (throwing things around), I got a headache just thinking about it. Recalling that night still gives me the chills — my destructive streak is as strong as ever.

This isn't the first time I've had an episode like this, though it is the first since starting college (runs away).

Hope things get better from here.